mid term semester break

Sunday, February 19, 2012 by Zaney

i'm home

and there is alot of things gotta do

well

that is my life....

my life as a son....

a duty for me....

to repay back for what my parents have done to me....

but, i can't repay forever....

their love, their hardwork, their sweat...

nobody can repay back....

but i will try my best to do all the things...

for them...

i kinda miss playing basketball at college

wish i can go back there as possible.

i want to practice, practice, and practice

more, more and more...

having a coach it's so much fun

>.<

there is a girl that i met...

she...

is my type...

i really in to her...

i wanna talk with her...

but i'm too shy to talk with her...

but my eyes can't stop watching her

*i'm not a pervert*

the last time i see her...

her's leg got hurt...

wish i can run into her...

and help her...

but....

i'm just nobody...

so... i just continue practice....

i really really really want to talk with her...

oh god... please...

make me meet and talk with her

someday

:'(

i wish...

that i had a real life...

not a pathetic life :'(

~Dizzup~

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new video

Wednesday, February 8, 2012 by Zaney

i make a video

about my classmates

well...

enough said...

enjoy :)

click 'video' to watch the video.

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appreciation

Thursday, February 2, 2012 by Zaney

appreciate.

why i so hard to see people

appreciate things that happen to them?

they want something that they hard to have.

i don't know to talk about :|

u know what u want

but still...

why u so hard to achieve something that are so useless to u?

people never appreciate other people

for what they did to them.

they still argue and not satisfy with one.

they will always try to find the mistake.

if u appreciate him/her

at least once,

u will know the happiness behind appreciation.

u fall, they help u to get up.

u have something missing,

they find it for u.

still...

why u nvr appreciate them?

i don't know how to say it

but...

from what i see...

they always complain everything.

food, education, people's behaviour, surrounding,

easy to say... EVERYTHING.

i don't know

i really don't know.

i know

that many people hate me

especially girls.

bcoz the way i talk to them,

the way i describe them.

i know, that i not so perfect.

the way they talk with me,

the way the greet me.

i can feel the heat from them.

i know, and always know.

i'm sorry.

i don't want to complain why i acting like that.

i just want u to know.

that i will

be there

for u.

i know nobody will ready this

but....

if u happen to read

tell the whole world

that i'm not a jerk.

i won't stop the way i am.

if i want to stop, i don't.

just...

don't be surprise

if there will be a different in me.

to ladies,

i never hate u

but will hate u if u become a scumbag.

sincerely,

the guy that nobody know who's he really is.

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